Twinkie

  Last night I had the twinkie dream again.
I was sitting on blue striped chaise, on a stunning white beach,
staring into indigo waters. And differing folks drops by my towels.
They stop, look at me and drop off a twinkie. Soon I have mounds of
yellow cakes piling around my blue chair.

  The ocean becomes a frothy white mess. Finally one more person stops by.
I can't see the person because I'm covered in cakes, but an
cloudy androgynous voice asks "Yeah so, like, got enough twinkies yet?"

    The voice drowns out the sound of frosting surf and reverberates
in my brain..."Like, Got enough?"..."enough". I sit and watch the golden
mass grow and grow and I think "But I don't like sweets, and I definitely
don't like cupcakes".

 The unknown voice speaks again..."hey man, did ya want more or what?".

  "No" I whisper, speaking so soft I don't know if I'm heard.

"   Well then, uh what do you want then?" , comes the reply.

  "I only wanted you" I managed to squeak out. Just before
the towering confections sweep over me.

  a set of fingers pokes though the twinkies and part to make
a door and I hear "you have me. I'm yours. I'm coming to you"

  The wetness on my cheek wakes me up. The pain of never
knowing that voice strikes into me chest, breathless I sob and sob,
covering my poor pillow in tears.

Where are you twinkie dream? how can I find the one from my twinkie dream?